For me, as you know
other things happen, not great
really not that bad
maybe, I could show
everyone, maybe even
a judge, some debate
some lives are just sad
yolk on my face, such disgrace
only roll seven
under duress, twist
knife until you hear a scream
now, untwist your wrist
only in this dream
wisdom takes wits to save face
Title from a line of poetry by Philip Larkin (The North Ship, 1945)
Sunday, August 25, 2024
Sunday, August 18, 2024
Transference ~ Sunday, August 18, 2024
One day, she woke up
never for a good reason
everything changes
decidedly, cup
after cup of black coffee
yet, as each season
shifts and exchanges
heat for cold and back again
each sheet of toffee
shattered and broken
holds sweetness in each morsel
every unspoken
word, how Nita fell
on hard times, as if to feign
kisses and bear hugs
empty promises
undermines her provinces
projects words at slugs
never for a good reason
everything changes
decidedly, cup
after cup of black coffee
yet, as each season
shifts and exchanges
heat for cold and back again
each sheet of toffee
shattered and broken
holds sweetness in each morsel
every unspoken
word, how Nita fell
on hard times, as if to feign
kisses and bear hugs
empty promises
undermines her provinces
projects words at slugs
Saturday, August 17, 2024
Therapist Priest ~ Saturday, August 17, 2024
Traumatized as a boy, he confessed how
heaven knows how he knew, how to follow
each person in his parish to see why
Boredom, the Almighty, creates the now
uplifting the heavens, to allow lust
truth hidden in desire, empty, hollow
loquacious as a duck, cooked in stir-fry
everyone knew the priest, I knew him best
researched my whereabouts, within such trust
Despite the fact that I did nothing wrong
in prison, on Death Row, I rot, justice
defends the innocent but for a song
If a serial killer, Augustus
tricked the law to frame me, then, be my guest
heaven knows how he knew, how to follow
each person in his parish to see why
Boredom, the Almighty, creates the now
uplifting the heavens, to allow lust
truth hidden in desire, empty, hollow
loquacious as a duck, cooked in stir-fry
everyone knew the priest, I knew him best
researched my whereabouts, within such trust
Despite the fact that I did nothing wrong
in prison, on Death Row, I rot, justice
defends the innocent but for a song
If a serial killer, Augustus
tricked the law to frame me, then, be my guest
Petite madeleine ~ Saturday, August 17, 2024
When I was a child
how freely I spoke and felt
each emotion grow
never mild but wild
I was born as a shipwreck
waiting for the belt
adrift ice floe
sunken with all my treasure
as I stood on deck
children in lifeboats
hold hands and wave goodbye
in vests and pea coats
left behind, I cry
dust and sand, tears of pleasure
how freely I spoke and felt
each emotion grow
never mild but wild
I was born as a shipwreck
waiting for the belt
adrift ice floe
sunken with all my treasure
as I stood on deck
children in lifeboats
hold hands and wave goodbye
in vests and pea coats
left behind, I cry
dust and sand, tears of pleasure
Thursday, August 15, 2024
Kalingādhipati ~ Thursday, August 15, 2024
Kalingādhipati
Brilliant! If I say so myself, Ātman
underneath the veneer, the veil, the guise
talent weighs on the scales, in the balance
talent is practice within anātman
hidden in plain sight within selflessness
emptiness, Śūnyatā, wears a disguise
trust not appearances, let your talents
rule as a guide to truth, for sooth, I speak
under guard, lock and key, my carelessness
took hold, a prisoner, in a dark keep
hold on to your horses, this is my home
if I earn what I deserve, then I sleep
soundly, underneath the big, blue sky dome
only appearances favor the weak
never mind the guttersnipes, those who know
live within reflection, contemplate mind
yet, words get in the way, to overcome
kindness as an idea, watch the light show
needles pierce the fabric, perceptions melt
objects in the mirror appear unkind
wicked, smoke and dragons, as we become
nervous, full of anxiety, dharma
builds by actions, choices, decisions felt
yet, directed by a moral compass
guttersnipes, Joe Strummer, I missed The Clash
until disappointment fades, comes to pass
truth is simply a word, a sword I slash
time and space as concepts, all is karma
except not vendetta, vengeance, revenge
remove schadenfreude for ahiṃsā
serve not joy within misfortune, resist
needless acrimony as to avenge
in principle, one wrong for another
perhaps war for the Lord of Kalinga
escapes civil conduct, as we insist
serves all, father, mother, sister, brother
Brilliant! If I say so myself, Ātman
underneath the veneer, the veil, the guise
talent weighs on the scales, in the balance
talent is practice within anātman
hidden in plain sight within selflessness
emptiness, Śūnyatā, wears a disguise
trust not appearances, let your talents
rule as a guide to truth, for sooth, I speak
under guard, lock and key, my carelessness
took hold, a prisoner, in a dark keep
hold on to your horses, this is my home
if I earn what I deserve, then I sleep
soundly, underneath the big, blue sky dome
only appearances favor the weak
never mind the guttersnipes, those who know
live within reflection, contemplate mind
yet, words get in the way, to overcome
kindness as an idea, watch the light show
needles pierce the fabric, perceptions melt
objects in the mirror appear unkind
wicked, smoke and dragons, as we become
nervous, full of anxiety, dharma
builds by actions, choices, decisions felt
yet, directed by a moral compass
guttersnipes, Joe Strummer, I missed The Clash
until disappointment fades, comes to pass
truth is simply a word, a sword I slash
time and space as concepts, all is karma
except not vendetta, vengeance, revenge
remove schadenfreude for ahiṃsā
serve not joy within misfortune, resist
needless acrimony as to avenge
in principle, one wrong for another
perhaps war for the Lord of Kalinga
escapes civil conduct, as we insist
serves all, father, mother, sister, brother
Wednesday, August 14, 2024
Unification ~ Wednesday, August 14, 2024
Now everybody—
on your marks, get set, and go
winner takes it all
what is samādhi
how collective unconscious
arises, shadow
transforms as the fall
of old orders coincides
round bored, obnoxious
witnesses, selfish
how we desire property
and wealth as shellfish
there, our poverty
needs to look up, as the tides
over and above
witness a hard shove
on your marks, get set, and go
winner takes it all
what is samādhi
how collective unconscious
arises, shadow
transforms as the fall
of old orders coincides
round bored, obnoxious
witnesses, selfish
how we desire property
and wealth as shellfish
there, our poverty
needs to look up, as the tides
over and above
witness a hard shove
The Big Fish ~ Wednesday, August 14, 2024
Needle pops balloons
emergent gas creates sound
escapes from prison
dives into saloons
lifts up skirts at Moulin Rouge
enters each unfound
perhaps with vision
organs on the Black Market
provide days in Bruges
seldom seen by sick
bludgeoned folk left in bathtubs
as a candlewick
leaves a scent of scrubs
lingering in hospitals
only their patients
organ-deprived wait
necessarily, patience
serving them as bait
emergent gas creates sound
escapes from prison
dives into saloons
lifts up skirts at Moulin Rouge
enters each unfound
perhaps with vision
organs on the Black Market
provide days in Bruges
seldom seen by sick
bludgeoned folk left in bathtubs
as a candlewick
leaves a scent of scrubs
lingering in hospitals
only their patients
organ-deprived wait
necessarily, patience
serving them as bait
Temporality ~ Wednesday, August 14, 2024
To connect the dots
obviously, before time
creates perceptions
ordered into slots
not that we can imagine
needlessly, a mime
eating conceptions
connecting the dots with light
transforms a famine
that all time is one
how time, before the big bang
explodes as a pun
decisively, fang
or claw, to defend our site
time implodes dharma
seen within karma
---
Imagine that time
moves within our perceptions
as if a straight line
gives meaning to crime
in the street or in our homes
now these deceptions
emerge as a fine
torn away from what is real
how we write these poems
as if what is right
takes place before our own eyes
time becomes the light
if past the disguise
maybe we could break the seal
even solve the prime
obviously, before time
creates perceptions
ordered into slots
not that we can imagine
needlessly, a mime
eating conceptions
connecting the dots with light
transforms a famine
that all time is one
how time, before the big bang
explodes as a pun
decisively, fang
or claw, to defend our site
time implodes dharma
seen within karma
---
Imagine that time
moves within our perceptions
as if a straight line
gives meaning to crime
in the street or in our homes
now these deceptions
emerge as a fine
torn away from what is real
how we write these poems
as if what is right
takes place before our own eyes
time becomes the light
if past the disguise
maybe we could break the seal
even solve the prime
Tuesday, August 13, 2024
Sailor's Delight ~ Tuesday, August 13, 2024
Your relationship
opens at dawn in the spring
under clear, blue skies
rust creeps up your slip
rust oxidizes your pipes
ends your time to sing
leaves you with your lies
as summer comes, your beach reads
transport tinder swipes
introduced in bars
on trains and planes with cocktails
nearly wrecking cars
so, as autumn fails
how to prepare for what breeds
in winter, the sun
pulses cold, no fun
opens at dawn in the spring
under clear, blue skies
rust creeps up your slip
rust oxidizes your pipes
ends your time to sing
leaves you with your lies
as summer comes, your beach reads
transport tinder swipes
introduced in bars
on trains and planes with cocktails
nearly wrecking cars
so, as autumn fails
how to prepare for what breeds
in winter, the sun
pulses cold, no fun
Saturday, August 10, 2024
Mirror ~ Saturday, August 10, 2024
The old man is my old friend, Nemesis
he is not my father, nor my brother
exactly what he is is uncertain
older than stellar dust, he believes bliss
little does he know, comes from ignorance
decidedly, this dolt is the Other
mark my words, you can lower the curtain
as he snores through Carmina Burana
noticeably, he farts during the dance
if the mirror of language were applause
still, he would stand up and bow in response
my old friend, Nemesis, is not the cause
yet, he is not the man either, ensconce
old age in ageist terms, turn arcana
lightly over the green felt card table
decidedly, The Fool, his fate is sealed
friend or zero, my foe is my downfall
rise from the ashes, as I am able
imaginary bird, Phoenix, am I
even the clairvoyant, her blood congealed
not from the laying of the cards but small
decidedly, imperceptible sounds
Now is her house haunted or is my mind
eventually, in such decay, the tricks
my old friend, Nemesis, plays on my eyes
enter the mirror stage holding two bricks
such golden bars weigh nothing to the lies
inflicted by stardust in leaps and bounds
such is the burden found within a kiss
he is not my father, nor my brother
exactly what he is is uncertain
older than stellar dust, he believes bliss
little does he know, comes from ignorance
decidedly, this dolt is the Other
mark my words, you can lower the curtain
as he snores through Carmina Burana
noticeably, he farts during the dance
if the mirror of language were applause
still, he would stand up and bow in response
my old friend, Nemesis, is not the cause
yet, he is not the man either, ensconce
old age in ageist terms, turn arcana
lightly over the green felt card table
decidedly, The Fool, his fate is sealed
friend or zero, my foe is my downfall
rise from the ashes, as I am able
imaginary bird, Phoenix, am I
even the clairvoyant, her blood congealed
not from the laying of the cards but small
decidedly, imperceptible sounds
Now is her house haunted or is my mind
eventually, in such decay, the tricks
my old friend, Nemesis, plays on my eyes
enter the mirror stage holding two bricks
such golden bars weigh nothing to the lies
inflicted by stardust in leaps and bounds
such is the burden found within a kiss
Sunday, August 4, 2024
Murmuration ~ Sunday, August 4, 2024
Wu Ch'i said: 'I am able to inquire into what is hidden and by means of the past investigate the course of future events.'
---
yet to stain the floors with blood
mark my words, disdain
emulates full sway
anarchic pendulum swing
naturally, the flood
sidles past the slain
orbits via elliptic
forces on the wing
travels in the sky
hoi polloi, starlings in flight
eagerly, they scry
positions of slight
affluence, status cryptic
status, a measure
to praise their pleasure
Thursday, August 1, 2024
Augustus ~ Thursday, August 1, 2024
August is for atoms and atonement,
understanding Partition takes its toll
grieving history is impossible
unless it happens to your kind, hell-bent
set to make governments pay symbolic
taxes only poets know of this goal
itinerant claims, incognizable
stalk the earth as soldiers, as veterans
forgotten in their trauma, all too sick
organically in distress since childhood
remember your children do not fight wars
atom bombs drop, celebrate as we should
that we think we should celebrate in bars
or create monuments on deaf islands
makes a mockery of millions who died
suddenly, in a flash, ripped off their flesh
as radioactive energy, dust
necessarily ends carnage, they cried
dry tears of determination to show
atonement as a strategy to thresh
tried and true economics and lust
over the journeymen, what they endure
necessary for a country to grow
expiation for sins, actions of hate
men argue and debate the need for war
eventually, something breaks through the grate
needless surprise attacks, carnage and gore
trust not ancient rivalries as the cure
understanding Partition takes its toll
grieving history is impossible
unless it happens to your kind, hell-bent
set to make governments pay symbolic
taxes only poets know of this goal
itinerant claims, incognizable
stalk the earth as soldiers, as veterans
forgotten in their trauma, all too sick
organically in distress since childhood
remember your children do not fight wars
atom bombs drop, celebrate as we should
that we think we should celebrate in bars
or create monuments on deaf islands
makes a mockery of millions who died
suddenly, in a flash, ripped off their flesh
as radioactive energy, dust
necessarily ends carnage, they cried
dry tears of determination to show
atonement as a strategy to thresh
tried and true economics and lust
over the journeymen, what they endure
necessary for a country to grow
expiation for sins, actions of hate
men argue and debate the need for war
eventually, something breaks through the grate
needless surprise attacks, carnage and gore
trust not ancient rivalries as the cure
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