Saturday, November 16, 2024

Bullseye ~ Saturday, November 16, 2024

All my fault, allegedly, from the start
leave it alone, let go and move forward
linger not in the past, memories last

morally bankrupt, friendship is an art
yet, because I could not save you from death

face the future alone, I turn shoreward
alone without family or friends, the past
undermines the present, a gift, this rift
lines the length of the fault, with your last breath
time stops, I must move on, I gotta go

allegedly, it is all my fault, dear
leave no stone unturned, they say, do they know
little understood matters as your fear
envelopes the universe as I sift
gently through memories as time stood still
emigrate to foreign lands, wish I could
decidedly, it is not the passport
liberty carries no baggage, ill-will
yellow as an egg yolk, scrambles my brain

forget the incident, live as I should
remember all the cocaine we would snort
otherwise focus on work and money
make a living, stay healthy, catch the train

try to put the past into perspective
haunted by a phantom, a ghost, your loss
exerted pressure, I'm no detective

slide down the slippery slope, lose the toss
try to see the context shift as honey
articulates a will, hate and money
reincarnation is a dream, as a dart
that flies toward the board, milk and honey

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