First love cuts to the quick, burns down the barn of hate, cleanses the soul for God
In the event of love, shatter expectations, suffer consequences
Remember memories nobody cares to share, burn down the barn of hate
Suffer consequences for actions unresolved, untold, behind closed doors
Trust in the god of pain, constant sorrow decays over decades of work
Love is uncertainty, shattered expectations, seven years of bad luck
Once faith diminishes, the bond slowly severed, the knife cuts to the quick
Visions of happiness disappear when smokestack lightning burns down the barn
Expectations shattered, pools of tears mirror cut glass scattered on the floor
Curtains closed, end of play, strike the set, move forward, start a new life, new love
Underneath the ashes, lost memories languish, burnt down with the hay barn
Try to make sense of love, pain, sorrow, suffering, nothing connects the scenes
Sections of the story make sense, fragmentary, set in isolation
Trespass against boundaries of love, burn down the barn of hate, make hay of ash
Organize the events leading up to the break, the moment we broke up
Triggers shoot memories no one cares to discuss, shot down, a plane in flames
Hungry to engender the genesis of love, I await the signal
Eclipsed by the darkness, the light returns, nothing seems different from before
Quick, answer this question, is the experience of walking on hot coals
Unlike the mystery of falling deeply down in a crevasse of love
Inquire if the starter marriage ends in divorce as a necessity
Collapse as a blue dwarf, grow as a red giant, dissipate or expand
Killing the memories with a bottle of gin is no sin and no crime
Burdened with loneliness, solitude and silence, no one to say, "Bless you"
Ugly in the mirror, wash my face, brush my teeth, feel clean for a moment
Reflections reverse time, the stream of consciousness flows backwards, waste water
Needless suffering, love sets me up for sorrow, attachment to sugar
Sweet tooth, carnal pleasure for red velvet tacos, no return to first love
Delirium affects daily activities, wash my ass, brush my back
Obligatory acts of penance to return to humiliation
Wicked as a candle burns from both ends sleepless nights beside the bottle
Nervous anxiety erodes all confidence, the past remains the past
Talk to family and friends, no one has the answers except experience
Haunted by ghosts long past, memories become dreams, phantoms of summer days
Enter contradiction, dichotomy of faith in the future and dreams
Brandish a pillow case, a flag of surrender, to whom nobody knows
Arbitrary moments lead up to an event, the blind hide the unknown
Rely on blind corners to pass by my true love, hidden by the darkness
Nothing comes from nothing, nothing ventured nothing lost but experience
Oblique angles connect lines to form triangles, always an outside force
Focus my attention on the mistakes I made, never again return
Hatred misunderstands the needle and the harm done, the damage of love
Anger as a tool used to abuse the other, the beloved now gone
Tragedy is first love, the confusion as truth, as true love, devotion
Engaged to be married, the right time to question if our future is true
Cleanse my filthy bottom, get down to the bottom of this calamity
Lapsed by decades long gone, I wonder what went right before it all went south
Everyone falls in love who fails to see the truth hidden within a cave
Ask myself what went wrong, endless lists of mistakes, miscarriage of justice
Nobody falls in love with open eyes thinking this could end tomorrow
Still, I walk on hot coals, over fire, the barn burns, I exit with a cow
Exit this world, my life lived as well as I could given the conditions
Sick of the mystery of misery and pain called love and suffering
Terror before the God, the soul, a butterfly, una mariposa
Hovering aloft high in the air a moment here, now there, flutters by
Elegant equations balance each side, the scales adequately aligned
Silence crimson devours our whole solar system within six billion years
Only the ignorant believe time is ages away, no consequence
Underneath the ashes of the barn, the future well resembles the past
Lift the veil of the bride to see the face of death present in the present
Forget unimagined possibilities found too late to discover
Order the universe with structures of the mind, constellations, chaos
Remind me to wake up before I fall asleep, before I swim in dreams
God, the unimagined gift exchanged hand to hand, from being to being
Ordain the priest in robes to overcome all love, all attachments to life
Dripping from a beehive, honey attracts the bear, sugar is sweet as love
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