As Mr. Gabidar descends
briskly the pale gray concrete steps,
under the second floor window
left open in July, he finds
lost from her comrades, a bullet,
entire, unused, dropped by mistake,
troubled by this strange encounter
on his way to work, he glances
nowhere especially profound,
as the metal jacket glistens,
catching his eye, he stoops to snatch
otherwise dangerous ordnance,
nimbly reaching down to pocket
cartridge case carelessly misplaced,
reeling from his find, Gabriel
ends up going back up the stairs,
turning the key inside its lock,
entering the front door and up...
slipping on the marble staircase,
twisting his ankle at the top,
only the bullet in his hand
opens fire on impact, shooting
pain into Mr. Gabidar...
close call, the bullet grazed his cheek,
left hand singed by spent cartridge,
only his humility lost,
saved by his own misadventure,
even his boss could not believe,
but found on the doctor's report,
yes, Mr. Gabidar skipped work,
a nurse bandaged his face and hand,
smothering him in the process,
miserable Mr. Gabidar
on the phone to his wife explains
the problem of proximity
he encounters with strange people,
except she has much more concern
regarding his welfare than hear
insipid remarks on nurses,
noting her indifference to him
giving her all his frustrations,
she tells him she's glad he's okay,
only then he realizes
under different circumstances,
the fact he's alive and breathing
has not dawned on him otherwise,
everyday is an adventure,
recognizing the southern sea,
nestled on a map of Europe,
seems to awaken Gabriel,
ever attentive to details
and strange things out of place, his life
surfaced like the sea, spreadeagled,
placed on the globe with intention,
resourceful Greek sailors swept past,
ever so playfully, his mind,
a thought arose and disappeared,
disappeared behind a locked door,
eagles of the Aegean Sea,
as he sat in a hard wheelchair,
given his slight frame, his buttocks
longed to rest on a gurney bed,
even better his bed at home,
difficult to explain his need,
on the face of things, to get up,
not say anything and just leave,
a hospital is no island,
no indeed, his home was a mile
in the direction of sunrise,
since the sun rises in the east,
little did he see his logic
and how bewildered he appeared,
no, he needed cognitive tests
done before he could leave, to see
behind the facade of his face,
yes, this eccentric little man
must face hospital staff for hours,
yesterday, he could not foresee
kind people paying attention
not to his warped sense of humor,
even though, hospital staff laugh,
emergencies take precedence.
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Acrostic Format Derived From:
"Henry's Confession" by John Berryman
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Acrostic Format Derived From:
"Henry's Confession" by John Berryman
A bullet on a concrete stoop
close by a smothering southern sea
spreadeagled on an island, by my knee.
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