Sunday, August 16, 2020

Un Opéra: European Dreams Smeared ~ Sunday, August 16, 2020

Paris, a dream smeared across the mindscreen, 
a memory decades in the making, 
remember when I found my father's books 
in fourth grade in a box with reel-to-reel 
sound recordings of primary lessons. 

After four years high school, three years college...

Distance makes the scholar study harder, 
reading magazines and writing journals, 
entering third year Advanced French Grammar 
arriving in Memphis after madness 
made me reassess my bad decisions. 

Spring Break 1996, we travelled 
midnight express across the Atlantic, 
ending up napping on an empty plane 
across four seats with the flight attendant 
requesting we relax until morning, 
entering Paris with turbulent sleep, 
decided to read Seamus Heaney's speech. 

After very little sleep, we arrived 
city bright to stay with my roommate's friend, 
receiving hospitality with cheese, 
old, hard bread, table wine, a place to stay, 
sleep, shower, drink coffee out of small bowls, 
stayed up all day to decide logistics. 

That I would stay with another family, 
happily able to use a language 
entirely learned within a classroom. 

Maybe if I wasn't so high-minded, 
if we didn't begin to drift apart, 
nothing that two philosophy students 
dependent on hard argumentation 
skills can't resolve, but another friend brought 
clear across the Atlantic from the sticks, 
riding along after his bride bailed out, 
entering Paris with no language skills, 
even a good ol' boy from Tennessee 
needs time out to talk with an old buddy. 

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