Thursday, May 31, 2018

Freak ~ Thursday, 31 May 2018

Maybe if I were born
into a different
family where madness

As a phenomenon
was seen as positive
as a plus to culture

Yes as speculative
fiction goes this is real
but in our real world false

Belittle strange creatures
for they do not belong
among friends their troubles

End up spoiling our plans
we just want to have fun
enjoy life while we can

I on occasion wish
that I were never born
It's a Wonderful Life

Figures out that problem
there is no solution
to not getting along

If we accept the strange
idiosyncrasies
that people exhibit

When such acts cause no harm
for to be plainly clear
violence changes things

Even as alcohol
warped my own father's mind
where moments of pure rage

Remain acceptable
within our family
that rage affected me

Eccentric as a child
the son of immigrants
I did not fit in well

Beaten with words and fists
by friends and family
tortured by my brother

Only my mother held
the cleaver to frighten
my wits to think clearly

Right or left hand to cut
off at the wrist a chance
she often took with tears

Nimbly rolling in streams
down my cheeks me pleading
to be a better son

To wit is their madness
something I learned a sponge
soaks up in osmosis

Ostracized by others
I became a poet
to speak truth against lies

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